Bring it back, Bring it back

Ok… Seems as if I definitely need to set the record straight! I was a little eager in posting yesterday and although “Table for One” will only be updated once a week, I feel the need to clear some things up. 

I have come a long way in my journey to happiness and although I wouldn’t say I am completely there… I am well on my way! Have you ever felt alone in a room full of people? Well I have… and I thought that it would be interesting to tell my story, because there were times when I felt very alone, even with tons of family and friends there to support me.  Although I knew that people get their hearts broken everyday and bounce back… I couldn’t see it.  The “light at the end of the tunnel” was non-existent!
Slowly but surely I began to heal.  I began to do all kinds of new things and surround myself with loving people in order to do so.  I have met people in the past year and a half that will be my friends for the rest of my life.  In my case, I didn’t want to be a burden, meaning dump all of my “stuff” on those around me.  People had “real troubles” to deal with, and here I come crying about my broken heart! I just couldn’t do it…
But I’m back Boo!! LOL Really back and grateful for the journey. So grateful that I feel the need to share it! So I started from the beginning and I plan to cover it all; rebounds, baby mama drama, homie lover friends, friendship, and much more.  This is my journey…
Table for one please…
Love me or leave me alone!
BACK TO HAPPY TIP: Treat yourself to something new. A pair of shoes, new earrings, a new dress… SOMETHING! It will make you smile… I promise :-)

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  1. BallenJuly 8, 2011 at 8:41 AM

    Well set us straight then...Lol! Another great "edition".

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